Jul
20th
Mon
20th
(via papertissue)
It’s terrible that I have to worry daily about them losing interest in me or deciding that something about my personality annoys them. But, spending time with them is like no other feeling in the world. You may criticize us for our drug use and partying. But, we live a fast life with impulsive actions and reckless decisions. I doubt that I will experience any feeling better than belonging to the group that I do. We live life to the fullest more than most people ever can say they have. If you spent a day with us you would fall in love. There isn’t a single person I spend time with that I haven’t even just for a moment fallen in love with for one reason or another.
What terrifies me is that in three months what we have will be gone forever. We are powerless to stop it.
I fear never feeling alive again after it’s over.